crush

is it childish of me to want you?
to want the pain and agony that is love. to want to swim in your thoughts until you are as miserably in love as I am. and the ecstasy is just as powerful as the pain. and that just makes me want you more. give me the delusions of grandeur, the fantasies of possibility, the strange moments of warmth and electricity.
where are you?
come and be my partner.
in crime.
in art.
in life.