reject me now or forever hold your peace

i am very tired of receiving preemptive rejections. listen, mister, until i get up the balls to tell you i like you, you are NOT ALLOWED to reject me. seriously. dash my dreams why don't you. you might as well tell me i'm not going to be a successful artist either. thanks. i appreciate it. argh. sometimes boys think they're doing the right thing and it hurts so much more than it ever would if they were just a jerk.